S'been a while since my last post..
I've started college. Scary stuff. I like it... but it's gonna be hard work.
Tomorrow, I'm off to collect an 'Attainment Prize' from my old school at their 'Presentation Evening'. It's almost mocking that you get an award for getting decent grades. It'll be odd seeing everyone from my old 'Institution of Learning'.
I've made quite a few new friends at college.. but I do feel a bit... hollow sometimes. My life seems to revolve around getting up and going to college, working at college and wasting my free periods, getting home and and then doing homework before crashing in time to wake up the next day.
I'm studying English Lit, and one of the themes of our course is Distopian novels. A Distopia is basically to opposite of a Utopia - everything's gone to shit, and life sucks for nearly everyone. Regardless of the level, it seems it has been deemed necessary for English to be depressing... this angers me.
I miss childish acts of silliness being commited by me and others around me.
I miss life being easier than it is now.
I miss making good memories everyday.
Tomorrow my two 'worlds' of socialising and learning take a bit of a beating as they collide. Should be fun.
'Peace Out' - MTB
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